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Ok here is some interesting video about emo! And my opinion about this.
PEOPLE CAN BE WHAT THEY WANT AND EVERYONE WHO THINKS THAT ALL PEOPLE SHOULD LOOK AND DO THE SAME ARE JUST STUPID FUCKS!
Ok. I am calming down now. People can wear and look how they want and do what they want. If you or anyone else don't like it then just lay off. I am not emo. I am typical metal style person. Still even word emo bothers me, there is nothing wrong with the style itself. If anone ever hear what emo band "Sunny Day Real Estate"'s vocalist said once, thet term emo is the worst and lamest word EVER! Why? BECAUSE PEOPEL ARE NOT ROBOTS! if you want you can be one, but if you're human, then you're as emotional as anyone else. People have no right to criticize emo style or music. Give it a rest people!

Artist : hurts
Album title: A CAPELLA to Zenritsusen



Tracklist:
1. A CAPELLA to Zenritsusen
2. SHANBARA

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And also here link to Bands Shock DVD Vol.4 - Nihon Seiatsu Kanzenban, which i just found out that hurts played also :)

ROMANJI LYRICS

It was born to sexual intercourse.
This body was made by mistake

When I was a failure, feels cold
in the air of impression feeling.
Barely warmed heart is change
into a hunk of flesh and blood.

There's absolutely no hope.
kie yuku ishiki to kodou wa
hora ima demo yume wo mitsudzukeru

yasuraka na nemuri mo yurusarenai sonzai
erabarenakatta inochi ni...
A song of tragic happiness to you

My lifted body in your arms detailed...
I heard a kind of lullaby...were there dreams?

The limbs cutted off was picked out from you.
But I can't separate the knife of got wet blood.

kie yuku ishiki to kodou wa
hora ima demo yume wo mitsudzukeru

kanashii yume kara mezamereba soko ni wa
atarashii yume ga hirogatte iru hazu
yasuraka na nemuri mo yurusarenai sonzai
erabarenakatta inochi ni...
A song of tragic happiness to you

ROMANJI LYRICS

kaze ga yanda fuantei na hizashi no naka
koware chitta hai no you ni

miren mo shuujaku mo nai to kotoba de wa sou iu kedo
me wo toji nagareru keshiki ni hitori tobitatsu kotonaku

kareru koto no nai kodoku no naka　　taiyou ga itai
monogatari no hate　　toki ga owaru to shinjite ita no ni

kaze ga yanda risouteki ni tsukiakari ni
saisei suru dokuga no you ni

miren mo shuujaku mo nai to kotoba de wa sou iu kedo
sei ni shibaritsukerareta shi no shouchou wa sono ore da

kareru koto no nai kodoku no naka
taiyou ga itai　　monogatari no hate
toki ga owaru to shinjite ita no ni

itsuka saki ni nemuri ni tsuku kimi to tomo ni

chiisai kioku no ANATA wa hana wo tsumande waratteru
keredomo uso no egao wa mirenai　　yume wo mite iru no?

ichimei wa toritometa kedo ishiki wa nai no
ANATA wa WATASHI no musume

yuki no you na ANATA no you na masshiro na koneko
ame ni utare hito ni magure sabishikute shinu no?
todokanai yo kikoenai yo nani mo ka mo hakuji
hana no you ni... ANATA mo sugu chiru no?

chiisai kioku no ANATA wa MAMA ni dakare nemutteru
keredomo uso no negao wa mirenai　　yume nara samete yo?

ichime wa toritometa kedo ishiki wa nai no
WATASHI wa ANATA no hahaoya

yuki no you na ANATA no you na masshiro na koneko
ame ni utare hito ni magure sabishikute shinu no?
todokanai yo kikoenai yo nani mo ka mo hakuji
hana no you ni... anata mo sugu chiru no?

ano hi made no MAMA wa itsumo waratte ita kedo
ano hi kara no MAMA wa itsumo naite bakari de...

nandomo yobeba ten ni koeba ANATA me wo samasu?
koneko wa sude ni tsumetaku natte ita

yuki no you na ANATA no you na masshiro na koneko
ame ni utare hito ni magure sabishikute shinu no?
todokanai yo kikoenai yo nani mo ka mo hakuji
hana no you ni... ANATA

ROMANJI LYRICS

shinjiru MONO nante mou　　nani hitotsu nokotte inai kara

kurikaesareru kono uragiri to　　hanarenai　　That language...

tada hitori yami ni nokosarete　　gareki no ue de hadashi de
doro ni mamire chi wo nagashi　　arukitsudzuke　ӌ ; 8;It's still... all the time

the belived relation breaks cruelly and doesn't restore
hahen wa musuu ni kono kokoro wo　　It tears apart scatteringly

nothing is felt in relation of blood. It's meaningless
mou nido to omae ni wa　　doesn't expectation

minikuku kegareta kono sugata　　sore demo susumi tsudzukeru darou
buzama ni mogaku kono ORE wo　　suki na dake waraeba ii

In the inside of darkness and despair even if it can't move
kono ishiki wa nagare tsudzuke　　It will be led to that place

Since blood is seen continue flowing and feels easy
fukai itami kakaeta mama　　It is stronger than anything

tsubureta kono ryoute de kawaranu chikai daki tsudzukete

kuroku hatenai kono michi ni chi no ato wo nokoshite yuku
kasuka ni mieru yami no hate motome　　subete wo sasagete kanarazu　　It surely arrives

ROMANJI LYRICS

far away sounds of beating through the water
kokochiyoi mezame　　sei wo ukeru asa
near me feel so warm, wanting no more
nozomarenu koto mo ima wa mada shiranai

toki ga kuru　　ukeireru koto wo kobamu anata ni
genkai ga karada wo saku　　newborn baby was dropped

far away can't see impured sight
fukisoku na kodou　　modorenai yoru ni
near me　　grudged words, flooding more, and more
nozomarenu koto wa wakatte ita hazu na no ni

toki ga kuru　　ukeireru koto wo kobamu anata ni
genkai ga karada wo saku　　newborn baby was dropped

chiisa na yuganda karada　　daki mosezu nagameru anata
koukai ya kanashimi no hoka ni nani wo omou no?
hanarete ikanai de　　boku ni wa tsukamu ude ga nai kara
nikumarete mo kamawanai　　demo itsuka ai shite hoshii

near me feel so warm, wanting no more
cruel words flooding, flooding, flooding, flooding...

toki ga kuru　　ukeireru koto wo kobamu anata ni
genkai ga karada wo saku　　newborn baby was dropped

chiisa na yuganda karada　　daki mosezu nagameru anata
teashi ya kirei na hada no hoka ni nani wo nozomu no?
hanarete ikanai de　　boku ni hashiru ashi ga nai kara
sagesumarete mo kanawanai　　demo itsuka ai shite

namida no imi mo wakarazu ni watashi wa
kegare no nai karada wo sukoshi dake itoshiku kanjita

Sacrifice Baby lyrics

ROMANJI LYRICS

kakusei to shoumetsu　　kousa no umi
shizumu anata wo sute

chuu ni egaku risou no anata wo sagashite sa mayotte ita
fukaku kiyoi sono chi no oimotome gisei mo ki ni tomezu
the end a tale teared pain
kokoro ubawareta uta ga hibiita
the end a sorrowful dream
nijimu sono me　　umareru shoujo wo kurau

kakusei to tanjou　　kousa no umi
sora ni egaku katasumi ni saku hana wo soko de matte iru kara
fukaku kiyoi sono iro wo oimotome gisei mo ki ni tomezu

the end a tale teared pain
kokoro ubawareta uta ga hibiita
the end a sorrowful dream
risei wo nakushita hito　　shuuen
the end a tale teared pain
kokoro ubawareta ano e wo saita
the end a sorrowful dream
nijimu sono me　　umareru shoujo wo kurau

NOTES: well i didn't have much time to type any more so japanese lyrics and english translation will come later

JAPANESE LYRICS

眩しい程の暗闇の中で

Say... never to disappear from my sacred here
咲き誇る猟奇にも似た深い愛に揺られ
Day... still falling in nightmare, bright dream
意識下に流れ込んだ偽りの善意

そっと夢に見ていた 散った夜明けの音と
生まれ変わった世界を
この手に 影に魅せられて身を投げた
証を刻めたら 揺るがぬこの意思を

Gaze... another drop of tear coquet you deeply
ひび割れた誓いを捨てて次の舞台へ
そっと指先から散った光の音と
生まれ変わった世界を

この手に 影に魅せられて 沈み消えない
この黒に染められた時が来るだろう

影に魅せられて 身を投げた
この肌に刻めたら 揺るがない
眩しい闇の果て 手を差し出せば
連れて行こう 光と闇が分かつ 空

ROMANJI LYRICS

Mabushii hodo no kurayami no naka de

Say...never to disappear from my sacred here
saki hokoru ryouki ni mo nita fukai ai ni yurare
Day... still falling in nigtmare, bright dream
ishikika ni nagare konda itsuwari no zen-i.

Sotto yume ni mite ita chitta yoake no ne to
umare kawatta sekai wo
Kono te ni kage ni miserarete mi wo nagete
akashi wo kizametara yuruganu kono ishi wo

Gaze...another drop of tear coquet you depply
hibiwareta chikai sutete sugi no butai e
sotto yubisaki kara chitta hikari no ne to
umare kawatta sekai wo

Kono te ni kage ni miserarete shizumi kienai
kono kuro ni somerata toki ga kuru darou...

Kage ni miserarete mi wo nageta
kono hada ni kizametara yuruganai
mabushii yami no hate te wo sashi daseba
tsurete ikou (yukou) hikari to yami ga wakatsu sora

ENGLISH TRANSLATION

This is dazzling in the darkness

Say... never to disappear from my sacred here
The deep love which is similar to the bizarrerie hunting which outblooms
Day... still falling in nightmare, bright dream
Good intention of the conscious lie

Quiet sound of the dawn which you saw in scattered dream
The beginning when the world changes
In this hand being charmed in the shadow, you threw the body
When proof can be the cut, this intention which does not change

Gaze... another drop of tear coquet you deeply
The crack of the oath, which pushes to the following stage
Sound of the light which scatters quietly from the fingertip
The beginning when the world changes

In this hand being charmed in the shadow, it sinks and does not go out
When dyed to thiS black, it probably will come

In this hand being charmed in the shadow, you threw the body
When it can cut on this skin, it does not shake
If it presents the end, hand of the dazzling darkness
It probably will keep accompanying light and the darkness on the sky

NOTES: Well, i know that translation sucks in many ways, but hey, it's really hard to say what they really mean, when in my opinion of course most of the lyrics are poems, which don't make sense sometimes for poeple who don;t want to understand them :D
This song is about the change in person, when he or she starts cutting. Mostly is reffers to blood as dazzling / shining in the dark. In the begining of the song we can tell that that person cuts, because of unlucky love (lover lies).
Well i hope this help a little people whi want to understand a little exist†trace lyrics. More coming when i'll get some free time.
Enjoy~

KIBA

kaze mo fukanu shimetta yoruni
sotto kasuka naikitsukai de
kataru boku no sonzai kachi wa
kitsu karezu ni chuu ni ukanda

fukai yami ni wa te ga toto kazu
furi sosoi da hikari ni kieru

aaanata wa maru de ano hito no you de
tsurai

fukai nemuri ni tsui ta kimi no koto
boku wa imada utaezu ni iru yo
tada hitotsu dake wakatte hoshii
boku ga kimi wo yurusezu ni iru wake

aaanata wa maru de ano hito no you de

dokomademo oi tsuzuketa
ano hi kara zutto

fukai nemuri ni tsui ta kimi no koto
boku wa imada utaezu ni iru yo
tada hitotsu dake wakatte hoshii
boku ga kimi wo yurusezu ni iru wake

fukai nemuri ni tsui ta kimi no koto

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Title: Let Me Love You
Chapters: 07/??
Author: mypi
Theme: yaoi school romance
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: sex, masturbation, some bad language and violence
Word Count: 5,060 word
Pairing: Shou x Hiroto, Aoi x Saga, Aoi x Uru, Reita x Kai, Reita x Saga? , Uruha x ???
Bands: Alice Nine and Gazette, Miyavi
Synopsis: Aoi's parents are coming for him to Saga's house; Reita has his own dilemmas an problems, but seems to find someone who is in similiar situation, at leats in the same pain and sadness as he is
Disclaimer: the story is mine, characters belong to PSC
Comments: Well I know what i promised, but.... (I know excuses) but really I wrote more about Aoi's story than I planned at the beginning, but i think that chapter is still a good one. It's not like i won't write much about Shou and Pon in the future. It's just I liked the clear Aoi's situation. a bit.
Hope you'll enjoy it, comments wanted, the more comments the more writing remember :P
Chapters : Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6

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Besides that i managed to almost finish 'Auction' chapter one.

Title: Let Me Love You
Chapters: 06/??
Author: mypi
Theme: yaoi school romance
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: sex, some bad language and violence possible
Word Count: 4,085 word
Pairing: Shou x Hiroto, Aoi x Saga, Aoi x Uru, Reita x Kai, Reita x Saga? , Uruha x ???
Bands: Alice Nine and Gazette, Miyavi
Synopsis:
Disclaimer: the story is mine, characters belong to PSC
Comments: Well I know it took me ages to post it. But finally, I just had to decide in which direction this story is going.
You shouldn’t be disappointed in that one.
Hope you'll enjoy it, comments wanted, the more comments the more writing remember :P

Chapters : >Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5
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That chapter is dedicated to sarcasm_chan




The blurry white trembles
And I also forget your words
Where to are tears flowing?
You‘re calling my name
Even though I‘m about to break
You‘re holding me tightly in your arms
I‘m afraid to go
the GazettE 'Chizuru'

Read Chapter 06

Ahh i feel quiet tired, i woke up like 6.30 and slept maybe two hours...
I was looking at august events at Islington Academy and i'm gonna beg my mum to but for me tickets for Diru live. Maybe she'll let our holiday to delay for one day. I'm dying to see them.

For anyone who is interested in reading my fics on LJ, cick pic below

Title: Auction
Chapters: 00/??
Author: mypi
Theme: yaoi story
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: rape, blood, some bad language and violence possible
Word Count: 1,229word
Pairing:
Bands: Alice Nine, Gazette and Dir En Grey
Synopsis: Aoi is a prisoner who has only one hope left
Disclaimer: the story is mine, characters belong to PSC
Comments: Well that story is definitely something new for me to write. I never knew what I wanted to write until I scraped down first idea which came into my mind. My imagination is quiet strange sometimes, but anyway here’s the result.
Comments wanted as always. The more of them the more motivation I gain.


I tear off my feathers full of holes to fly to the open day
If there exists even a muddy HEAVEN, it would be paradise
The plating is wearing off, carrying the burden of monotonous boos everyday
Excavate the wound the real day is ahead.
the GazettE “Nausea & Shudder "

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Title: Let Me Love You
Chapters: 05/??
Author: mypi
Theme: yaoi school romance
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: some bad language and violence possible
Word Count: 3,644 word
Pairing: Shou x Hiroto, Aoi x Saga, Aoi x Uru, Reita x ?
Bands: Alice Nine and Gazette
Synopsis: Shou comes back home and confront his mother; Aoi coughed in surprise in the shower by Uru; Saga meets his old ‘friend’
Disclaimer: the story is mine, chracters belong to PSC
Comments:
Hope you'll enjoy it, comments wanted, the more comments the more writing remember :P

Chapters : >Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4




I want to be enjoying the life though it will knock against a high wall hereafter
I’m already dead however I was saved with the rock

the GazettE "Silly God Disco"

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Sorry about the link TO here :) just through mistake :) so ABOVE IS THE REAL THING.